Posts Tagged ‘sad’

Volume

November 28, 2009

I still remember them as well as the day I heard. Each of those sentences. The description about what was once? what was overall size of files? And where and how and why they are restored. And supposed some day I reach them.

This event will never happen. I’ll never see them…

The girl woke early and remembered these memories and tears washed her face.
I will never see the files like never they exits. They were always far from my eyes. I’m afraid even that may have been deleted…

My god… What I done with myself?

Crush

November 22, 2009

She’s lost inside

Or

I should write:

She disintegrated inside…

Happy

November 11, 2009

I am happy; just as happy as a sad man. A man who have a happy news, but don’t have someone to share the  news with her.

A dialuge in a Persian movie: White Nights by Farzad Mo’tamen

Illusion

November 10, 2009

Many things were effect less, like my tears.
The girl whispered the above sentence and cried more…

Now she knew the her feelings and thoughts are not important at all. She knew that she isn’t  number one like former. In fact, she was trying for something that does not exist and not exist from beginning.

Girls ponder with herself, how she affected with this much of  illusion?

Reaction

October 14, 2009

Reaction was simple. In fact, I had expected something similar, But the problem is that I do not know how deep is? I’m afraid about thinking of it’s depth . This case had occurred many times before this . I do not understand myself. The problem is that I should not have this much of sensitivity. This is something that is not related to me or my business. But I wish I could control my feelings. I am tired Of non-being in-control. I decide Frequently to not think about it, anymore. Become successful in sometimes, but every time an event, reaction, or something, that leads me to it. I wish I could clear some parts of my memories . For example, I wish I could command to my brain to clear memories of  Date 1 to Date 2.

I wish I was able to do. At least I can living Comfortable for a while and I did not think about sad things. So who is going to, I’ll get mad:(