There are too many sorrows, as she woke up, she cried so much in her bed.
She has to pretend that no things happened, she has to pretend that she is good but she lied, she fears about her future, she fears about the recent events in her life. She fears about all of bitter events [...]
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Too many sorrows
December 12, 2009Volume
November 28, 2009I still remember them as well as the day I heard. Each of those sentences. The description about what was once? what was overall size of files? And where and how and why they are restored. And supposed some day I reach them.
This event will never happen. I’ll never see them…
The girl woke early and [...]
Crush
November 22, 2009She’s lost inside
Or
I should write:
She disintegrated inside…
Illusion
November 10, 2009Many things were effect less, like my tears.
The girl whispered the above sentence and cried more…
Now she knew the her feelings and thoughts are not important at all. She knew that she isn’t number one like former. In fact, she was trying for something that does not exist and not exist from beginning.
Girls ponder with [...]
Flick
November 10, 2009I told her: you fall into loneliness again, because of constantly availability. You ready for them whenever they call you.
She replied to me: you are alone always, because you stay away from being available. All of them, think they can not reach you.
In face to face discussion with her I didn’t surrender. But in the [...]
No one Else
November 9, 2009Song
November 8, 2009
Sometimes I prefer to to escape of thinking to you,
Like passing that song which I like it.
Contrary
November 7, 2009The girl thought this method is effective. She thought it is the best way. In fact, the only existing way to maintain the self-esteem. Answered, but the contrary.
The girl was upset. Because she made herself the enemies that never seen them. The girl was upset. Because her main enemy, was someone who should be her [...]
Depth
November 7, 2009She saw something and it cause her to cried very much. While she could start a good day. But not happened. Because she found the depth range.
Understanding of some facts, is always bitter… At least she understood that she shouldn’t track it anymore. Because the depth is more than what she conjectured. And therefore, her [...]
Pain and Cure
November 5, 2009The girl trying to be stand up. These days, she was very weak… She is trying to smile and forget her pains. Her only way to live was consistency with pains. She knew very well that she can’t treat these wounds, she knew well that she lost control of the situation. In fact, her life [...]
Super Girl
November 3, 2009Everyone saw the beauty, but no one saw the Pain…
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She was trying to be good. In fact, she is demonstrating that “I’m good”. She do her best job. You should know that she Was able to play the role of good people. she smile, when her heart is smash. She was able to laugh, while [...]
Defect
November 2, 2009A week ago, I had been working for a mission with some colleagues. A new colleague joined us, he is a young boy. He has approximately 30 years old and is very ingenious. He graduated in Master of Encryption from one of the top universities in Iran. But throughout our mission I pathos for him [...]
Reaction
October 14, 2009Reaction was simple. In fact, I had expected something similar, But the problem is that I do not know how deep is? I’m afraid about thinking of it’s depth . This case had occurred many times before this . I do not understand myself. The problem is that I should not have this much of [...]
Too Upset
October 9, 2009I am not worry about what happened, however, it was very bitter … I’m upset that this process will not be in true way anymore. And I must say, this crisis pushed my life in a way that is not predictable.
I am not able to make an effective decision for my future. This is something [...]
Is disappointed
October 9, 2009Broken
October 8, 2009It was broken long times ago,and recently cracked up completely. And now it is smash…
Forgiveness
October 8, 2009How is difficult the donate of some people.
Especially those who you do not expect that suffer you,
But they suffer you, again and again…
they Repeatedly inject pain in your soul
and you forget again and again…
It Happened…
October 8, 2009I was skeptical. I was looking for a way to become completely disappointed or another Opportunity to continue, and I must say, unfortunately or fortunately it happened.
…
Yes, that is true … The event that I was afraid it, finally occurred.
Sara Khoshjamal
July 28, 2008Taekwondo
Iran
Age: 19
Khoshjamal is the Iranian female heroine of the moment after qualifying for Beijing in Taekwondo. In keeping with Iran’s conservative religious rules, Khoshjamal trains and competes wearing a headscarf and a protective helmet and is the first Iranian woman to qualify for the Olympics. Iranian qirls are cheering her on; huge posters of Khoshjamal [...]
The last one
November 5, 2009I Searched again, looked at them, A few minutes ago… The last one belong to the last year the same time. cause of some reasons I am not able to track anymore. I can only see for others and suffering every time it occurs.
What was its significance? The importance of those humility words that should [...]
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